ytd had early reunion dinner -.-

first, accidentally ot for 15mins -.-
den traffic jam, reached home ard 7++ pm.. n dinner is 7.30pm (Y)
came out of bathroom is 7.40pm -.- wth.. i din even blow my hair dry jiu go out liao..

n the NY shirt jasmine gave is sooooo big hahah! but nice :D

ytd the dinner idk wad time start la.. so late.. wait for the 'boss' cos he's da latest.. den i told my mummy: 早知道我吹头发 first -.-

ok la nt bad..
First dish: yusheng
Second: lobster salad! my fav :D
Third: chicken soup
Fourth: abalone + vege
Fifth: fried codfish
Sixth: Duck
Seventh: Crab beehoon
Eighth: Dessert..
Total= $(588x2)/4, so each family is $200++ ! :O !

we were all damn full at ard the 5th dish.. so we da bao the 7th dish n buay tahan alrdy LOL

but hor ytd gt 3 extras..chicken rice uncle,davis uncle n the buay bah ahma! stupid siol.. 2nd yr liao hor! heng she nvr sit at my table if nt i'll stare @ her till she noe she bu yao lian.. the other 2 is fine.. is the ahma.. like WTF? wad rights do u hav to sit with us on the night of reunion dinner?! you are nt my ahma, neither are you my relative.. so seriously u are damn heng ytd cos my temper was nt bad.. if nt i would ask you to scram.. who cares whether you are older than me? My bro even say: 'if she dare sit here, i'll turn over the table' LOL? tat's even worse -.-

if ppl say i din respect the elderly, then i will shoot them: 'then did you even consider mama*'s feeling?! do you think that mama will like it? you din treat her as well as the ahma n tat ahma is nt even your mother can?unfillial.. so wad if im young? dun think tat i dk anything hor.. i may stiu b too young to understand how this world operates, but @ least i know what is right and what is wrong..'
aft tat i would keep quiet liao.. they wan say wad i'll shoot them wad.. including how they bullied my dad! they wan to severe ties i also wont care.. cos i cant stand ppl who bully/insult my family..

*******flashback********
i rmb once in pri 1 i think, my class gt 2 bullies.. they say my dad go jail den my mum dk wad.. nt nice jiu dui liao.. den i quarrelled with them till i cried okay?! aft sch told my dad, he asked me to ignore but i cant! how can i ? the nx day they continued.. but i dun give a damn so they nvr disturb liao.. since when i also forgot.

*****reality********
ok.. den my second uncle de wife, whom i call 二伯母 asked me to go her hse for bbq tmr -.- my mum say: 'CNY eat bbq?'
LOL.. den i say who cares? i wannn go grandmother hse.. go her hse only take angbow.. nth else.. the karaoke is damn failure hor.. no updates.. nth.. always find myself singing the same songs -.-
whatever! dun think gng her hse also.. why must i sing for them? if they wan, they pay me lorr! haha i $ faced! cos i no $.. wan earn $! kidding la.. they gimme $ i also douwan sing for them! bleah!
wah crap!
i wonder how's stalker doing & what happened to her n andrew D:
relationships are troublesome... you may experience sweetness during the first few months or years depending on how 恩爱 the couple is.. but after awhile when quarrelling n cold wars surfaced, bitterness is experienced..then you'll hurt the other w/o you yourself knowing.. den will feel suffocated..

lalala~ alot of thoughts today..
& you! if you douwan wan reply, whyy did you ask me not to leave you hanging? zzz... i can feel tat thr's a barrier betw us but it cant b helped cos the prob is nt solved.. n you asked me to forget the past and move on.. can you? i can stiu feel the barrier, dk why.. but seriously douwan to quarrel with you.. im abit tired liao..(sorry to say that but tat's how i feel la.. fyi only)

tio ps by some pig ytd -.- no tonning but gt go out.. hence cnn meet.. D:
den wanted to meet a fren too cos its near my workplace.. but he has to prepare ogl stuffs.. so my souvenir how? ><
meeting weilin to IMM ltr! hehe i wan to experiment on nails design before doing on my nails (:

today nvr c ntu guy again D: 5days liao!
pssss pjk, i think im experiencing the same as you now >< but i nvr toked to him before! dk name dk anything D:
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*mama: my dad's mum